okay, this'll be short and sweet-ive only got 6 mins left on this computer! dangnabbit... im in sinagpore airport btw!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANA!!!
i love you so so so so so so so much!! keep emailing me okay? i love getting your stuff! and youre so silly for being worried about 17! the big ONE-SEVEN! woot! =) its gonna be awesome! and youre gonna improve with age-even though thats basically impossible. you're already perfect <333

thanks for an awesome holiday everyone! i miss you all, and email me!! i love it! =)
xxoo

fingerless gloves. makes for good handholding sessions

2 things i love/















pete wentz















being photogenic with lou <3

we are bold.

i put your picture in a frame and put it upside down on my desk so you couldnt get out.




a true photo of youself is one that reflects you. how you see yourself. this photo is a true photo. most people see me as a goof, or eccentric. the photo just shows me lying on a cushion, day dreaming. its how i see me - a dreamer.






6 songs to get you through the day
- taking back sunday "cute without the e"
- stephen fretwell "emily"
- fall out boy "dance dance"
- end of fashion "oh yeah"
- coldplay "fix you"
- meatloaf "bat outta hell"

on other notes..MY ROOMS ALMOST DONE!!!! woot woot! photos will be up asap! im very excited =) lou. i cant wait to see you on saturday!! showercaps, sunnies and lipstick. if i cant find my lipstick we'll just pop into the body shop okay? i love you many!

xxoo

this is a tribute to ME

woot! ive FINALLY found one! for about 2 days ive been on a quest to find a song called 'jo' or 'johanna'. after realising there was a song called emily, or louise, i was getting upset. BUT IVE GOT ONE! By eddy grant i present 'gimmie hope, johanna'. (the lyrics are excedengly appropriate!)

Well Johanna she runs a country
She runs in Durban and the Transvaal
She makes a few of her people happy, oh
She don't care about the rest at all
She's got a system they call apartheid
It keeps a brother in a subjection
But maybe pressure can make Johanna see
How everybody could a live as one

(Chorus:)
Gimme hope, Johanna
Hope, Johanna
Gimme hope, Johanna
'Fore the morning come
Gimme hope, Johanna
Hope, Johanna
Hope before the morning come

and i also found 'Johanna' by dido, and 'visions of johanna' by bob dylan. woot! im very happy now :)

me and mitchy in our matching hoodies.

phoebe, ish and ema (phoebes wearing the same hoodie as me!!)

glasses-a new way to see through me

i miss him. but i dont miss him. im so weird. ahaha. at the moment i feel like a pair of scales. toppling over towards one side a little to easily. im going through my whole 'emotional-right-before-i-leave' stage. it sucks. i cant even describe just how much it sucks. i love nz. but i love brunei. people always say 'arent you glad to go home??'. bruneis my home. i love it, and ill never stop loving it. and i hate it how i only even begun to apprciate it from the time i knew i was leaving till when ive left.

setting it all out straight...

i live in a boarding school. i love it to peices. i have great, close friends in boarding-phoebe, michelle, ema, and ish. ema just left. ish is yr 10, and phoebe and mitchy are yr 11. and im a waffling big yr 12. i had my yr 12 friends in boarding-holly, fliss and avril. but they all left this yr. therer are 10 more girls in my yr-all of them bitchy and plastic. and im weird un as unplasticaslly as you can get! ...so not my kinda people, ay? i love my younger friends. but when i go to year group meetings who am i supposed to go with? what about assemblys? ..oh god... and im really really starting to worry about going back. i honestly love it to there, but i really really REALLY hope that another NORMAL person starts boarding. i could hang out with my guy friends, but id get called a slut. if i hang out with the girls in my yr then im 'a bitch'. its a loose/loose situation. i just dont know what to do...i want normal people! argh!

*end of rant*

happy belated birthday to loulou. sorry babe, its late-but here's my tribute:















lou, i love you to abosolute peices. youre amazing. ive known you since yr 9, but known OF you for ages. i have one massive regret with you-not getting to know you sooner. and of course not inviting you to my dog themed birthday party..i hope you find room in your heart to forgive me! new years eve was amazing because of you. i wasnt sure if you'd take the sugestion of doing arobics at 1:30 in the morning seriously. what was i thinking?!?!? of course you would. =) i love you to peices mi love-youre the most awesome friend anyone could ask for. dont let any one think low of you-youre better than them. hell, youre better than me. youre brilliant. no...youre grand. and hillarious. and. yeah. i love you sooo amazingly much, and i cant wait till i next see you. good luck with youre exams, and im very excited about our next close up photo!! woot. =) love you babe!

and naz. im gonna miss you so much. you have nooo idea how hard it was to say goodbye to you at the empire on friday. i was soo on the verge of bursting into tears. it was great how close we were last holiday! and the whole ray joke. 'big lips and a double chin....just like me!! AHH!' teehee. i love you to skittles. but keep on emailing, and sending mikey photos over. teehee. and dont worry about the new school-everyone will love you as much as we do here.

oh. and happy new year. =)

xoxo